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sherlene
 turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D  Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)  favourites
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Mittwoch, Januar 7
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10:16 PM Sometimes I really wonder if going to Melb was the best decision.. I'm feeling so lost, so insecure.. So in doubt about my future there. Perhaps I'm beginning to regret that I chose to leave my comfort zone, to learn to live independently, fending for myself, making crucial decisions on my own etc etc.. It's starting to get frightening, 2 months down the road, I won't even be in SG anymore.. Now, the house is getting really heated up with quarrels over accommodation matters, my mother being such a leech (literally) bugging me and Dad about emailing my poor cousin .. And to make matters worse, she keeps whining that she doesn't understand what's happening (not like we try to explain it to her but she always doesn't bother easing the stress on her part. -_-) and telling my Dad she doesn't wanna go with me anymore. LIKE I'D RATHER GO WITH DAD TOO BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE KAY. ARGH. 난 멍청한아~~~ .__. I'm sorry James korkor TT I have no idea what else to do cos all that is within my control is to search through realestate.com.au and view those miserable pictures online. To which, every apartment going for rent under the same real estate company has the same pictures. Thanks yo. Whatever. -_- Unrelated but ♥♥♥;  Samstag, Dezember 6
아픈
7:52 PM Korean class gathering was on Thurs night at Sampo Charcoal BBQ Restaurant 삼포 숮불 갈비 at Peck Seah Street which was awesome :D But the aftermath for me was a slight nightmare.. Perhaps I should have known my stomach wasn't that strong enough to take so many things at one go. :( So we had 삼겹살, 김치탕, some squid thingy and.. all those numerous side dishes that were too many to count.. I was bloated for like 5 hours at least. I regretted eating to my fill.. Or at least I thought I was enjoying my meal thoroughly. And yesterday dinner with the girls was great, loved the company but the food kinda added salt to my wound. I became daring and ordered pasta with sea urchin sauce. =.= I really shouldn't next time. Perhaps I'll just stick to those I usually get :( My stomach has battered the thunderstorm the past 2 nights, feeling like a dejected and uncared for washing machine on the loose. :| Had slight fever last night but I went to work this morning. Lol. u_u
Anyway, spending time with the girls is always ♥__♥ I'm gonna miss them so much. Which reminds me, the uni emailed me to tell me I'm on the waiting list for dorm accommodation till mid-Jan. wtf. :| And right, they don't give priority to freshmen. How brilliant. Labels: 06s23, sick, stressed, 한국어 Sonntag, Juni 29
무슨
4:41 AM Yes, I'm actually awake at such an odd hour, and I was having a headache awhile ago. My stomach is growling but I shouldn't be eating now, aye. :( Been starting to shop for winter clothes, and trying to come to terms that life alone IS GONNA BE TOUGH. So much for being pampered my whole life. Chiew asked why I changed my 워호!! to 워호?? IDK. I'm feeling neutral about it. It kinda sucks. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! Shopping for winter clothes during the GSS is fun, cos you know they always get left on the shelves. HAHA. $$$$$$$$$$$ come to me. I wanna go travel around the world please. please please please. Then again, I always think on the bright side that life in a new country's gonna be fun, I get to explore new things and enjoy the wonderful 4 seasons for once and not complain that it's gonna be boring! I'm pretty stuck to the daily routine of spazzing with SJB and doing my rounds. Sometimes, I feel like giving up on my SJ blog. It's getting tiring. HAHAHA, I'm just feeling lazy. Although much of the satisfaction comes from the hits... but ah well. :) the boys deserve it, and I'm so glad to spread the fandom. Trust me, once you start, you can't stop! So I shall just use it to keep myself sane and occupied. You know where to find me ;) HAHAHA JUST FOR LAUGHS; aegyo overload!  and oh, Royals dinner at Nihon Mura on Fri! I missed them so much, if only all 5 of us were there. HAHA. Tw trip??? ^^ Shopped with B before that and I met lotsa people at PS. and the prev time I went Taka with the class, I met lotsa people too. The miracles of FATE (Yes, that.... pretty horrible word, sometimes). Played at the arcade and chatted a lot. I'm gonna miss those times a lot, it hurts. Donnerstag, Juni 26
Life ahead
3:42 AM Eunhae, never leave me!!!  Hopefully when I get to Melbourne, I won't be missing out on a lot of these, I DON'T WANNA EXPERIENCE ALL THOSE WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS!!! I guess I'll be relying a lot on yt then! HEH. Perhaps, I'm getting myself entangled too deep in this? On the other hand, it's a good thing I can just continue dreaming about them cos it's almost impossible I'd get to see them with my own eyes, like, directly in front of me at least once in my whole life. NVM, I'M GOING TO MELB TO FIND LOTSA KOREAN CHINGUs ♥♥♥! 대한민국친구! AND THEN I'm gonna learn Korean so I can communicate with them in their native language and perhaps they'll invite me there one dayyyyy! And I'll spend 1 whole year in Seoul just hanging around, eating samgyupsal, kimchi, mandu, tteokppokki... and drink soju and just enjoy the Han river ^-^* -drifts off to my dreams- oh btw, Dad's not gonna let me drive in Melb! :( Unless the parents/relatives come over for a visit. I'm glad I found people whom I know are going to Melb, some who are already there! ^^ So I won't be alone! :) There's dear Blur Sotong who keeps asking me to accept the Monash offer and Pam who's going to Melb U and... I think more sec school friends who took up foundation studies there. Like CHAIRMEH! Okay I should go back to facebook and start my international search for chingus. :) I should grab hold of this opportunity to experience a new life somewhere, yes, I won't deny there's a huge part of me that'll miss all the things back home, my room, my bed, my familiar surroundings which I have been in for 18 years... The people, the family, the cousins, the elders... My lovely friends, the class... those closer to me; SJB, 5 girls, Royals, Kris, Ship, Grace etc... :( And the food, the shopping, SG's busy pace... BUT I CANT WAIT TO INDULGE IN THE MELB WEATHER. Gosh, yes. sg's chasing me away cos of the horrible weather. :( Sometimes, I wonder if dreams are really... ominous signs? They always say dreams are opposite of reality, and I always get that feeling. Last time, I dreamt about SJ and accepting this ntu offer, last night, I dreamt that I went for a nus interview and got accepted... Hmmmm. Donnerstag, Mai 29
Whoohoo~
4:15 PM as quoted from our Kimkyu :) I'm getting caught up with different subbing projects right now, and SJB's helping out w the translations too! ♥ just that the friggin timing really sucks. Esp since I'm trying to increase the visual pleasure by encoding it onto clean videos... without understanding a word of Korean that is. LOL. Nvm, determination will pull me through! Just like EHB 11 :D Okay, so the past weekend passed by pretty quick. Shall just do some minor updating before I forget about them ^^ 23 May Went with Childish to Mei's Choir Con! Lol I miss talking to that girl. HAHA. All the spastic childish time the 3 of us shared, minus Kency Chow lah. :) Well done Mei, you did great! ♥ 24 May Headed down to Seafood Paradise for Godpa's birthday celebration after visiting Annabel at the hospital... I miss the class :( Food was great and affordable as well. Finally tasted the crab! oooooh! the creamy butter crab was SO DARN DELICIOUS. Its seriously nicer than chilli crab, imo. :) Esp with the mantou! YUM YUM. sorry no pictures cos the pictures Dale took of me were totally unglam XD HAHA. But I ♥ his DLSR. :( too ex for me though. 25 May IDP Open Day at Orchard Hotel... still deciding on uni stuff. XD It's killing me. My brain cells are getting massacred by all these (!&@(!*@(!*(@*!(@* decisions I've gotta make. :( HELP. SOS. Then went back to fetch Mum and went to Uncle Chark's new house for Mama's birthday celebration. Uncle Chark got those chefs from Peach Garden to come specially to his house to cook a 9-course meal. Very appetizing! :D OH MY WASABI PRAWNS ARE ♥. This time, there are pictures cos they look nicer! HAHA.     OKAY, I CAN. I took these pictures below OKAY. Amateur shots but... I think they're pretty nice :) Dale says Mama's picture has a bad angle but it turned out nice! Don't you just love how clear and sharp the colours are! (click to enlarge)   Dienstag, März 18
flustered
2:07 PM so NUS Open Hse came and went. i guess my options are pretty much fixed, shall just try to do the applications asap. Went to school yest for stuff and talked to Mr Ho and Mr Yoong. haha gave me a fright man. Mr Ho's his funny self. i really miss school. :( and it gets quite boring nowadays cos im still jobless and most people are working :( blah. anyhow, my F21 items came today! like just! yay my dress is kinda short though. my gold wallet's just so gold. haha. came back from my driving lesson and felt pretty demoralized. stressed once again. :( my hand and foot coordination sucks. blah maybe i shd just change to auto. and practicing consistently is so impt! i've not been driving for 12 days and i'm like rusty alr. grrr... more lessons needed but mum doesnt wanna sponsor me. :( i hope it'll be better on thurs! darn. threadless is having USD$9 onwards sale. and im broke. :( ok i shd get more 'dressier' tops instead. haha! Donnerstag, Februar 21
cherish the moment
10:03 PM I just want to see you When you're all alone I just want to catch you if I can I just want to be there When the morning light explodes On your face it radiates I cant escape I love you till the end I just want to tell you nothing You don't want to hear All I want is for you to say Why don't you just take me Where Ive never been before I know you want to hear me Catch my breath I love you till the end I just want to be there When were caught in the rain I just want to see you laugh not cry I just want to feel you When the night puts on its cloak I'm lost for words don't tell me All I can say I love you till the end  & P.S I Love You a box of tissues is a must for the soft-hearted. too touching man. its just... heart-wrenching at some parts while portraying the power of love! and teaches you to cherish your loved ones while they're still right by you. :'( ah. okay. REALLY, GO WATCH IT. i declare it nicer than Jumper AND Juno! haha. love the song man. its so sweet. and and they filmed it in IRELAND! haha Westlife's hometown! :D lol. and Westlife is Holly's favourite band, in the book that is. yep... its just so heart-warming as well. am reading the book now! haha thanks to bel who bought it. hmmmm. i guess once again i'll prefer the adaptation more. hah! Gerard Butler really reminds me of the Spanish guy on AMI. haha the one that kept kissing everybody. and his accent is so not Irish, more like Spanish! Jumper such a confusing movie where all they do is jump, jump, jump. right. haha although Tokyo was very much chocolate for the eyes and Rome and Italy as well... it was basically a movie which lacked a firm storyline. and it just hangs there right at the end. :S yeah there's supposed to be a Jumper 2. i guess its great for travel buffs like me in one sense, you get to see filming locations such as Tokyo, Italy, Rome, Egypt and Mexico, besides USA and Canada. wonder how much they blew on it man. sigh but this big-budget movie was ruined by the horrible plot. bah! okay, gotta admit the effects were good but it got kinda sickening after awhile cos of the jumping around. haha. ah well, Hayden Christensen's good exercise for the eyes. hah. xxxxx anyway i finally got on the road today. whoa stressful man. and some taxi horned at me! argh! just cos i moved off too slowly. well not really but then i didnt see the green light, and like 1 sec later he horned alr la! walaoeh! learner driver cannot see meh!? *!&@*!&@*&! okay. haha. apologize for the ranting. and becos of that i stalled. isnt it worse for pressurizing a learner driver! tskkkkk. haha chiew said they want learner drivers to fail so they wont lose potential customers, if not people will drive themselves around already. hah!i just hope i wont need to go up to gear 4 unless i'm trained well enough. if not sure panic at junctions one, with the gear-shifting and clutch-engaging. sigh. today was spent hanging out with the girls :) missed those times man! and i miss school! going back for the choir con to support Mei! yep. i think results are out next week. ah! :0 Labels: movie, music, stressed Dienstag, November 13
come on, come on, jump a lil' higher
12:08 AM had the sudden urge to blog. here i am. YAY. 4 MORE PAPERS TO GO... and then its major play/fun time!
another countdown and the last time i blog before i finally get to enjoy my freedom! JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUSSSSSSSSS. :D Labels: happy, stressed, study Mittwoch, November 7
7 november
7:11 PM 一個傷心的生日歌曲…… Jay作的曲, 溫嵐的歌: 我知道傷心 不能改變什麼 那麼 讓我誠實一點 誠實 難免有不能控制的宣洩 只要關上了門 不必理誰 一個人坐在空盪包廂裡面 手機 讓它休息一夜 難 像切歌切掉回憶的畫面 眼淚不能流過十二點 生日快樂 我對自己說 蠟燭點了 寂寞亮了 生日快樂 淚也融了 我要謝謝你給的你拿走的一切 還愛你 帶一點恨 還要時間 才能平衡 熱戀傷痕 幻滅重生 祝我生日快樂 well, at least this year it wasn't as depressing as the song, but somehow, it still overwhelms with misery... HMMM. anyhow, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! thank you s23ers for the wonderful surprise yesterday after math P2, esp the girls though i accidentally found out what the present was beforehand! haha. ah well. thanks for the little surprise with the muffins and candle! really appreciate it lots! luckily nature called at the most appropriate time huh! haha anyhow, a birthday song outside the toilet and hall was exceptionally special! THANK YOU ALL! :D (and the guys for staying back to sing the song as well C= ) today was pretty mundane, sorry i rejected any offers to go out cos i felt guilty of not studying yesterday and all the slacking during the weekend! its been another paper down, and 5 more to go. getting all stressed out about econs and history! dunno what to expect. and i pray that physics will not be another massacre! until then, cherish this 5day break and press on till the next paper! 朋友們~加油啊~衝啊~  Montag, November 5
music heals
11:24 AM on a happier tone, i've discovered a really nice song! by my all time favourite singers WESTLIFE! :D okay the opening tune is really catchy. Westlife's new album BACK HOME is released today! so here's my fave song, back to math! p.s lyrics aren't up yet but i uploaded the song! Freitag, November 2
tick tick tick
4:54 PM  Physics P3, GP P1 and P2, Math P1 down! bear in there friends! we can survive it and come out jubilant and victorious! p.s oooh axn's gonna show TAR 12 on Monday! Must get Dad to tape! yay! Samstag, Oktober 27
its kit kat time!
2:26 PM pun intended on the title. hah. its 2 days away to the big A. A for atrocious? A for agony? A for amazing (grades) & anticipation. and the days are counting down to ultimate freedom, for a few months at least. *smirks* yahooo! yep, so all the best to everyone taking their A's this yr! esp to my fellow 23ers, og4 peeps (bear!), og30 (esp those 2 in my hist class. haha), bowlers and all those close to my heart! =D 加油！ i hope that i manage to pull through this and come out not regretting anything! :D  p.s sony ericsson has come up with some pretty cool purple mobiles! sooo nice. but functions are not exceptionally outstanding :( Z750i  K770i  alright, time to turn on my turbo! or keep it accelerating! Labels: stressed Sonntag, Oktober 21
oh golly;
12:48 AM hurry up, just let me escape now. anticipation is excruciating. it pains, it kills, it deprives, it brings on tumultuous misery. the no. of weeks, days, mins, seconds, miliseconds, nanoseconds, pecoseconds... it just dwells on and on... i once thought i could handle my mental being well. until recently i found out how psychologically disabled i was. nonchalant i was towards those happier times, where i took studying for granted, breezed my way through each day and looking forward to the weekends where relaxation time took place. have i made enough an effort to pull me through? have i reaped enough to sow the best results i could ever get? many questions which i would want an answer to, but who could ever give me a response im satisfied with? the goals we have, the dreams we aspire, are infinite wants that can hardly be fulfilled. press on sherlene! just a month away till you're freed from this horrendous caged-up cell. its 9days till i face my fate. Samstag, Oktober 13
anecdotes
12:44 AM  hahah. perhaps one of the few things (besides my wonderful class :D) that can make me smile these days are those times with my neighbour. he's so cute please, he screams "jie jie" into the whole neighbourhood like during mid-day to ask me for sweets. i dont have sweets so i offered him my jellybeans and he wanted the pink one. hahah. and then he asked for the orange one. almost feminine colours. and then when he trudged into my room this morning, the tv was on channelnewsasia with the Qatar Airways ad. he suddenly got distracted from his picking of jellybeans and turned to the tv, and shouted, "China Airlines!" HAHAHAH. it was so hilarious please. i thought he could read what was on the tv already or something. he's just so funny. and he's only 3.5yrs old. HAHA. xxxxx its coming soon. im panicking, but actions speak louder than words. i better get my butt cracking now. tata. p.s/I LOVE 06S23. thanks for yesterday! tired from the uploading of pix, you know where to find them at the usual place :D Sonntag, September 30
walk on
3:52 PM in response to the current situation in Myanmar, as this song was dedicated to Aung San Suu Kyi, and encouragement to all those agonizing out there, especially those j2s whose butts are super-glued to their chairs and brains to their resources. U2- Walk On And love is not the easy thing The only baggage That you can bring And love is not the easy thing The only baggage you can bring Is all that you can't leave behind And if the darkness is to keep us apart And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off And if your glass heart should crack And for a second you turn back Oh no, be strong Walk on Walk on What you got, they can't steal it No they can't even feel it Walk on Walk on Stay safe tonight You're packing a suitcase for a place None of us has been A place that has to be believed To be seen You could have flown away A singing bird In an open cage Who will only fly Only fly for freedom Walk on Walk on What you got They can't deny it Can't sell it or buy it Walk on Walk on Stay safe tonight And I know it aches How your heart it breaks And you can only take so much Walk on Walk on Home Hard to know what it is If you never had one Home I can't say where it is But I know I'm going Home That's where the hurt is And I know it aches And your heart it breaks And you can only take so much Walk on Leave it behind You've got to leave it behind All that you fashion All that you make All that you build All that you break All that you measure All that you steal All this you can leave behind All that you reason All that you care It's only time And I'll never fill up all my mind All that you sense All that you speak All you dress up And all that you scheme All you create All that you wreck All that you hate please be away with tension headaches! D: countdown, 30 days left! 1 month to go, and another 3 weeks before freedom -- chalet, shopping, prom, hanging out, skiing, christmas... and much more! im praying i'll have the chance to go to taiwan again next year, i've supposedly got a mini shopping list ready and a list of places to hit once im there, main itinerary > the night markets!  i so badly need this site. Labels: miserable, music, stressed, study, tired Freitag, September 21
bitter chocolate
11:25 PM it feels kinda horrible when 2 years worth of videos + video views gone in a POOF! rawr..... oh wells. 3,000,000views is something to be happy of. heh. school's been tough. exactly 5 weeks more. results have been pouring in, aint exactly desirable. well, banana's been a good listener. appreciative of that :D bah, okay im gonna drown my sorrows in survivor.  how cool is that. so cheena! pretty scenery and really oriental musical effects. Labels: stressed Montag, September 10
bonkers
10:39 AM small update. 昨晚三根半夜還做小豬的視頻要放在youtube上 我有點瘋了 夢裡還遇見了他 anyhow, i shall update abt Fri's HSM2 premiere after physics on friday. wow thats sad. :( still a long time ahead. here's the video. :D Labels: slack, stressed, xiaozhu Mittwoch, September 5
absurdness
7:21 PM things are going crazy nowadays. so am i. my mother's wearing my sec sch uniform to her D&D. how hilarious. HAHA. bahhhhh. maybe i should start a countdown to the end of my agony. much loves :) 2 of my fave songs for now! Sonntag, August 26
時間是金錢
12:36 PM just felt like blogging in chinese. 有時候難免感到沮喪 有時候難免感到無助 人生遙遠的路途上 自己能夠算得了什麽 只許自己明白 懂得去了解 懂得去珍惜 懂得去掌握在手裡 近期内 突然覺得生命 缺少了很多樂趣 以前的 都無法享受得到 必須遵守諾言 不能辜負種種期望 現在呢 只好乖乖的認命 努力向前衝 不要浪費青春 年輕是本錢 好好利用時間 懂得去珍惜 才懂得去掌握在手裡 永遠都無怨無悔 prelims starting tomorrow. praying for all my friends taking exams :D gotta have that faith, and the belief in yourself. hope that everyone does well! 加油! 現在的衝刺 以後的歡樂 Sonntag, August 19
written in the stars
2:00 PM dinner at Sentosa's ONE°15 was pretty enriching. Imperial Treasure Restaurant! free admittance into Sentosa! but it has changed so much since the last time i've been there, which was very long... a few years back at least. got some nice pictures but im quite lazy to upload them. food was pretty good, had my try with Hashima (1 & 2). really cool but sounds pretty gross huh? its like fake bird's nest but superior fungus. haha! it doesnt come cheap! 8 bucks for one small little bowl! the other dishes were really high class and yummy. shall post the pictures when i'm more free. (erm, i doubt it'll be anytime soon before prelims) speaking of which, i havent re-updated my post on the zoo. got reminded of it when i was reviewing that weird picture ;) haha. anyhow, drove around Sentosa after dinner. real massive changes, with slogans such as "Resorts World @ Sentosa" etc. many other spas, and resorts at Sentosa now. the only attraction i can probably think of is Underwater World? whatever happened to the Butterfly Park or something? i think Fort Siloso's still there.. well, at least the Merlion's still there. lots of constructions happening... guess we gotta wait till the IR's fully built. other than that, Sentosa Cove is superbly prestigious! if only we could all afford houses there! all the cars in the car park were filled with BMWs, Mercedes, Jaguars... and many more posh cars. WHOAAAA. yep. haha. and then dad mistakenly drove into the residential area of Sentosa Cove. the houses there were so freaking nice! if only you could wake up every morning facing the endless sea (that is, a tsunami doesnt end up gulping us down)..... paradise man! but then again, its highly inaccessible you gotta travel by car in. oh well, the lives of the rich and famous :) 唐禹哲's new album is pretty nice. haha. go get it people. prelims are looming. in 1 week's time. sigh... cause when i look at my life how the pieces fall into place it just wouldn't rhyme without you when i see how my path seem's to end up before your face the state of my heart the place where we are is written in the stars Labels: eats, food, stressed, study |
desired
 To be happy! =D dark Chocolates! purple gold earrings SJ-M's 迷 (Me) Super Show: The First Asia Tour Concert Album 態度 tee Evisu jeans Coach long wallet Adidas shoes[x] movies to catch:  Step Up 2 the Streets(13/03)  Vantage Point (20/03) Street Kings (10/04) Definitely, Maybe (10/04) Made of Honour (15/05) Indiana Jones and the King of the Crystal Skull (23/05) Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (29/05) 21 (19/06) *go japan again! :)*get driving license!***hk/tw/bkk/beijing in June08**visit all the Disneylands![ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ] *learn japanese*learn korean*Achieve to enter desired uni!**Sony Vaio CR35G****a peaceful world to live in... =]*all my loved ones to be happy & healthy. ;)
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아픈
무슨
Life ahead
Whoohoo~
flustered
cherish the moment
come on, come on, jump a lil' higher
7 november
music heals
tick tick tick
its kit kat time!
oh golly;
anecdotes
walk on
bitter chocolate
bonkers
absurdness
時間是金錢
written in the starspast
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